As I mentioned in my first post “The Awakening” my abilities didn’t really open wide until about a year and a half ago…at the age of 47. In that time I have learned a lot! Mid-December of last year is when I delivered my first message from spirit. I was so excited, but nervous and confused at the same time.
The spirit was a 14 year old girl who had lost her battle with cancer nearly a year before. I’ve known her mother since high school, but didn’t know if she, or her husband believed in mediums etc. We hadn’t had a close relationship throughout the years, well because life sometimes gets in the way. We reconnected a couple of years ago and have forged a strong friendship. It’s important to note, that I had seen this girl’s parents multiple times since she had crossed over, but always in a group setting. On this particular day I was to have dinner with them, without being in a group setting. I had never met their daughter. I had seen pictures, but only pictures from when she was very ill. About 4 hours before I was to see her parents, she came to me. I am clairvoyant, so at that time I could only see her. My clairaudience hadn’t developed yet (it’s progressing but it’s not consistent). She spun in an open field with her arms out straight, in bright sunshine. Smiling with childlike happiness. As I mentioned earlier I was ecstatic. Then, the doubt and fear set in. What if her parents don’t believe? Will they think it’s a sick joke? Will they think I have lost my mind? At this point this girl put her hands together and bent to the side slightly, and as kids sometimes do she said “pleeeeeeaaaase” I couldn’t hear the word, but by her body language and reading her lips I knew what she was saying. I would get my courage up and decide that I was going to deliver her message. I would find a way. I went back and forth with the fear, nervousness and confidence all afternoon. Every time I got scared or confused, she would once again say “pleeeeeeaaaase”. She was showing me the same thing over and over. Finally, I said to her, you have to show me more so that your parents are positive that it’s you. She showed me the color of her hair. Next, she showed me her teeth. As strange as that sounds, what she showed me was unique and not something noticeable to others. She stayed with me for five and a half hours, until I saw her parents. Boy was she persistent. During dinner there was finally an opening to ask my friend if she and her husband believed in mediums and messages from spirit. She told me she did, but her husband didn’t.
WHEW! I was so relieved, but still awfully nervous because I didn’t want to mess up what their daughter was communicating. I did let them know that this was the first time a spirit had come to me, and asked them to be patient if I was a bit clumsy while delivering their daughter’s message.
I then started describing what their daughter had been showing me in detail. From what she was wearing, her surroundings, to the “pleeeeeaaase”. As it turned out the clothes she was wearing was her favorite outfit. I described her hair color, her teeth…EVERYTHING that she showed me. As I delivered the message, her parents piped up now and then and, with smiles, and laughter and expressed that the things I was describing were things, and even mannerisms of their daughter (even the skeptical father). Just as I was wrapping up the message, she kissed each of them on the cheek and faded away. My friend immediately felt goosebumps as her daughter kissed her.
With teary eyes she thanked me and told me that she had been asking for some kind of sign that her daughter was at peace. It was comforting to me to see and feel her comfort.
I came home and slept very soundly that night. The first thing I saw when I awoke, was the spirit of the girl. She mouthed the words “thank you”, blew me a kiss and then was gone. Every now and then she pops in for just a few seconds, always with a smile and a wave. I’m not sure why that is, but I’m sure that in time the answer will be revealed.
If and when you receive a message from spirit it’s vital that you do not add your interpretations to the message. Many things may not make sense to you, but the message will mean something to the intended recipient. We are the conduit between the spirit world and the physical world. It is also important to relay everything. I we don’t, the spirit will come back, and for lack of a better word, pester you until their message is delivered correctly, and in full.
God has given me a precious gift. A gift that brings comfort to both spirit and the loved ones that need to receive the message. I am grateful for that every day. Never will it be taken for granted.
Blessings to all!